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[07 Jan 2008|03:10pm]
i found a note i wrote to my exgirlfriend in one of my folders today at school. There wasnt much to it. just one sentence.

"i think im falling for you"

in the center of the paper.

never gave it to her. good thing i didnt.
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[09 Dec 2007|10:42pm]
i had a pretty bad anxiety attack today...

havnt had one of those in years.

its put me on edge this whole evening

does not feel good at all.
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[03 Oct 2007|04:32pm]
For all of you who knew my doggie Boy, we had to put him down today. pretty sad, he had cancer so it was necessary.

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[01 Oct 2007|06:57pm]
i feel that things are slowly falling apart. Everyone is loosing their jobs, and i know two people very close to me just got kicked out of their houses simultaneously. Its complete shit.

i feel that i have no responsibilities. I dont have a job or a car so i feel that there is nothing i can provide. Its just gay sometimes.

Band is more horrible than ever, due to poor planing of Band directors we wasted our saturday when i could have seen A Palace in Persia perform.

i feel like i havent met a smart person in a very long time.

on a lighter note i have a date to homecoming, Isa, shes cute. It will be fun, im pretty pumped about it.

i saw Across the Universe, great great great movie, go see it.

fuck all this bullshit, im SICK of it.
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[27 Aug 2007|03:15pm]
i become infatuated with people i hardly know.
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[13 Jul 2007|12:21pm]
blah blah blah blah blah

all everyone does is talk.
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[09 Jul 2007|02:42pm]
every night ends up being fucking awesome.

summa time and the livinz E Z...
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[14 Apr 2007|05:17pm]
Anyone notice that your parents have gone crazy?
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[24 Mar 2007|01:32am]
decided id try and talk to this one girl, so i did. Turns out she would love to hang out. we hung out today with her other friends and chilled and smoked. it totally ruled.

shes epically cute...
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[06 Mar 2007|08:11pm]
making new friends is hard as fuck.

i really wish i got my permit and my license sooner. i feel like my current friends hate me because of it.

with me finally running out of money, no one wants to hang out anymore.
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[15 Jan 2007|01:07pm]
So dick... iv kinda grown to hate this thing.

the people i trust are depleting every day it seems, and it totally fucking sucks.
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Dick. [21 Dec 2006|10:32pm]
Holy sad right now. I was excited about getting all my bullshit done at work today and was let off early so i could take a shower and a nap and chill out. All the preparation for a perfect date with a bangin girl. Called the first time, no answer, second, no answer. Called steph, she said she would try, no answer. I mean... is it that hard to answer your phone when you say you are going to. i feel like i should feel like a dick right now. BUT this is NOT my fault. I feel like if she cared as much as i did. shed find a way to get ahold of me.

but i guess thats the way things go. fucking gay. Ima go toke. see you later.

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[15 Nov 2006|01:48am]
im falling for this girl.

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[28 Oct 2006|04:56am]
ImChuckNorrisX10 (12:52:58 AM): iv been real down latly
ImChuckNorrisX10 (12:53:02 AM): and for basically
smallfry03925 (12:53:04 AM): aww im sorry
ImChuckNorrisX10 (12:53:04 AM): no reason
smallfry03925 (12:53:13 AM): i was usuing my sarcastic tone then

im done talking to her.
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[02 Oct 2006|06:24pm]
I always mean to type in this thing but i end up not.

So things i think and or hope are progressivly getting better. I started talk to Stephaine again. I dont think im "the most annoying perosn shes ever talked to" anymore. My girl life has been 0% percent latley. it sucks... majorly. Jenn should be coming back this month. I hope i get to chill with her for atleast a few hours. I miss her.

I noticed that alot of the band kids think im a fucking druggie, like i smoke rocks or someshit. some wont even talk to me.

So i like this girl as most and or all of you may know. Im scared as fuck to talk to her. Shes sooooooo hot though... i really hope i dont fuck this one up. ((((----- my mom just came rushing into my room asking why im not taking a history this year ----)))) anyways... shes really hot, shes short, light skined, freckels, RED curly hair and cute as fuck. Shes from argentina which is pretty rad. All in all i wish i knew her but im a pussy.

eehhh i think thats all i really have to say... yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhh....
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oh balls. [20 Sep 2006|06:21pm]

i always think of things to write in this, but then i stop giving a shit and or forget so whatever. Things have been gayer than usual. There are a million things i could go into but i dont feel like it.

homecoming was cool. I had alotta fun.

work is easy as normal.

Stephanie got a boyfriend. hahaha, i like how she failed to tell me. Kenny Mitten or whatever his name is. yeah, whatever.

"Life is war, and every day's a battle to me
I'm on the brink of insanity, between extreme intelligence and split personalities"

Immortal Technique nigga.
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[11 Sep 2006|11:35pm]
i honestly think im losing my mind.
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[16 Aug 2006|03:55pm]
Today sucked. Band was horrible. i seem to forget that Kyle is my teacher instead of my brother. I backed talked him today bc of some shit. BAD IDEA. He just bassicaly pointed out how much i suck the rest of the time. Made me feel like TOTAL garbage. The only reason why it made me feel like shit is bc its true. i REALLY do suck.  I just make reasonable excuses to make people think im good. its true. I mean the only reason i AM in wind ensamble is bc my scedual would only permit that.

blah its all whatever though.
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[30 Jul 2006|10:31pm]
i miss stephanie a fucking lot.

i wish i didnt, but i do.

it seems like i was some weight on her shoulders. as soon as she broke up with me it seems like shes more cofertable with things she wasnt before. like breaking up with me was such a fucking relive to her. Whatever man, i asked her if she wanted to go to a movie with me... it seemed more like she was doing me a favor by going to the movies with her. i dunno why i asked her to go to the movies with me. i guess i just miss seeing her all together.

Band camp is actually somewhat enjoyable. im one of the older kids now so things are cool. Kyle is teching the drumline which is cool as fuck.

things have been fishy latley. It seems like people are keeping things from me, its bothing me too.

so... for those who know i probably have liver disease and shit. i might possibly have cancer... talk to me if you have questions i dont feel like explaining it on here. i go in for more tests tomorrow. gay shit.

my furture has gotten a nuch better outlook. Talking with Staz, Kyle, and Paul today was cool. im a shoe in for any video production involving them and there music and or comic book. its fucking great. it seems like nothing can go wrong when i turn 18. i just hope i get into the school i want.

im pretty sure thats all to report....

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