i wasnt prepared for this...

so i feel like shit. band camp is nothing to look forward to. I'v hade the worst of luck latley. Everone i make plans with bails or cant or doesnt call when there soposed to. thank you Sam for inviting me to the movies...i really aprecited that, im just sorry i couldnt go. so i guess that was my fault. Kevin or Eddie if you get a chance may you fix my journal for me? thanks. i just woke up from a few naps. i wanted to come home and call jennie to chill or something... but i decided it would be rude if i fell asleep.

i think thats about it. Band isnt so bad. i just hate messing up, bc i think everyone always looking at me. i triped in front of the gaurd today and all of them were looking at me. fuck. lol.

Edit: thanks amy for taking to me out to eat. that was the one good thing thats happend this week.